Sex Addiction
April 2006, was the day i started sleeping with prostitute to satisfy my sexual desire.
At first, i was thinking am having fun; but i found out i keep doing virtually every month.
Before i know it, it turns to bi-monthly and in a nutshell every week.
The most painful part of it was that i always have only a round of sex which will only lasted for a some minutes.
I tried to curb this act, but i was unsuccessful in it. At the end of
every year i always make a promise to God that i don't want to sleep
with the prostitute again, that if at all i will have sex it will be
from my partner. But all these prove abortive. Because, before the end
of the first month of the year i would have had sex more than three
times.
From April 2006 to December 2012 as i am
writing this note, i have been having sex with prostitutes, some without
the use of condom. To satisfy my sexual desire to the maximum, i came
to University of Benin to Study Chemical Engineering, Before i ended my
Year one i have known all the joints and corners of whores in Benin
City.
This drastically affected my academics in the sense that-
anytime am reading and i see a girl passing-by i always picture her
nakedness. and i won't be able to read again until i have sex.
I tried and tried to STOP this act but i could not.
I did spend so much money to have sex with these prostitutes, even i
did use my allowance, even school fees. But what i got most from these
whores were insults as none of them could not make me In my final year in University of Benin, I meet a Benin and we decided to be dating each other, before we started dating each other, i told her that i really love sex, and she said she does not have problem with that.
This girl gave me everything that i need from other girls. But you know what, i will still go behind here and sleep with whores and pay them so much money.
Now, am tired of all these i don't know what to do. I brought a whore into my room as at the time am writing this note. Please if you have a candid advise for me please do not hesitate to do so.
I REALLY WANT TO STOP THIS UGLY TREND IN MY LIFE BUT I DON'T KNOW WAY OUT. THOUGH AM STILL PRAYING FOR GOD'S INTERVENTION.
Sunday, December 16, 2012
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